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Letting Go

May 2, 2017          13:11 It's appointment day. Since week 35, I've had to schedule three appointments each week: non stress test with ultrasound , diabetes,  and OB check . I usually cram them on Tuesdays so that I don't have to conquer my three-floor-walk-up more times than needed .  We woke up early for our routine. While I was getting my things together, I looked over and saw my hospital bag.  I asked Arlinton if we should bring it,  but we both decided there was no need and should wait until the time of delivery.  However,  I think I had a feeling that today may be the day I'd meet little Asher. The first appointment was the non stress test and ultrasound. Every other week, the radiologist checks the amniotic fluid and fetal movements.  Last week,  we had a little scare because the  radiologist saw that my amniotic fluids were low.  He told me to drink more water and that he would  follow the issue.  My amniotic fluids were visibly lower than last week.  I knew
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Induction

April 21, 2017       23:04 I'm finally at week 36. I'm not term, but I'm excited because I no longer have to be frightened if the baby comes. Up until this week, I was in constant fear that each contraction meant I would go into labor and have a baby that I knew didn't have proper lung development. Although he's not "fully cooked" he has baked just enough for my doctor to give me her blessing for delivery. Everything is going great. I may not be able to get around like I'd like or carry my toddler around, but life is good. Staying home from work also did wonders. With some rest, I've been able to get a control of those crazy contractions that made it difficult to do anything. I'm not contraction-free  by any means, but the knowledge that Asher and myself will be fine is freeing. This wasn't the case 3 weeks ago when things got bad. The only "bad" thing I could cite is the reality check I received at my last doctor's appoint

Light Duty

April 2, 2017              12:02 It's been quite a week. Since the beginning of my third trimester I've become more aware that D-day is coming soon. I look forward to the birth of Asher. I look forward to the process of labor and the possibility of having the experience that was cut short a few years ago. I'm sure things will be different given the many roadblocks: gestational diabetes->starting medication-> high risk label-> earlier date of induction.  I'm still optimistic, but this week we encountered another element; premature contractions. Whether you call them Braxton Hicks or contractions without dilation, they are scary when they are early and without prompting. I've tried to grow accustomed to discomfort since the emergency room visit in my first or second trimester. However, over the last week I've become more uncomfortable and unable to move around like I would like because of cramping. On Thursday and Friday, the cramping got worse and would

FATIGUE!!!

March 20, 2017        15:07 I am seriously fatigued. Fatigue is one of my least favorite symptoms of the third trimester. My issue with fatigue during pregnancy is that it's unshakable. There comes a point where no amount of coffee or sleep can quell the daily spells of exhaustion. Fortunately, everyone does not have fatigue during pregnancy. Unfortunately, the differences in other people's experiences can sometimes be alienating. My least favorite question is, "How are you feeling?" I'm happy that others are concerned, but how often can I keep up the act by smiling and saying I'm ok. I'm not ok and I don't like to be a "Debbie Downer." I answer honestly from time to time and say exactly what's happening. I just don't see how it's helpful most of the time. It's almost impossible for me to verbalize my discomfort and overall feeling that I'm not " myself." Ironically, I'm starting to forget what "feeling

The Final Stretch!!! Reflecting on my Goals

February 22, 2017      11:08 I'm not sure if my second pregnancy feels shorter because I've done this before, I'm super busy, or a mixture of both. I can't believe that I'm already in the third trimester. My memories of third trimester include extreme fatigue, blowing up, preggo brain, baby showers, and the ultimate climax of labor. I thought that this would be a good blog entry to go through ideals that I had during my first pregnancy and how they have changed. Eating Habits and Pregnancy Before: Eat what you can... You already don't eat as much Now: It's beyond moderation... Time to diet My views have changed mostly because I have been diagnosed with gestational diabetes. It was a big bummer. I failed the 1 hour as I had my last pregnancy,  but failed the 3 hour test this pregnancy.  For the last week and for the rest of my pregnancy,  I will be controlling my glucose levels through diet control. The low carb diet is interesting because I can eat all

Sugar... Oh honey honey!

February 13, 2017  8:01 Welp... I failed my 1 hour glucose test and I'm in the lab to take the 3 hour test.  These glucose test are annoying to say the least.  As a health professional,  I don't scoff at the importance of checking for gestational diabetes.  However,  I can say my attitudes have changed since being in the patient role. I find myself chalking it up as, "who cares if my baby is a little big." In reality I know the risks are complications before and after pregnancy,  high birth weight for the baby, low glucose of the baby at birth, increased risk of C-section, and death of the mother and baby.  With that said,  I'm not worried.  I've taken these glucose tests before and wasn't surprised that I I'm in the same position as last time.  My only dread has been drinking these awful glucose preparations.  They make me feel queasy and give me a headache.  I'm praying for good results today.  I don't want anything getting between me and m

Halfway There!

January 1, 2017 I'm 20 weeks pregnant. It feels like this pregnancy is going by quicker than the last.  Some speculate that I feel it's going faster because I'm busier. I couldn't imagine being busier than I was my first 2 years of residency. However, any year of residency plus Felicity trumps all years.  I'm at work most of the day, but when I'm home,  I'm all about getting the house in order and being mom. I feel exhausted at this point, I but with continue to prevail. In terms of the pğregnancy,  I'm continuing to have bizarre symptoms. First, I have been itching.  No rash, no redness, nothing except an itch that won't go away. I thought that it was probably the cold weather, but it's unrelenting. I've also experienced acid reflux quite a bit earlier than I had before.  TUMS are once again my best friend.  Aside from fatigue I feel more physically weighed down.  Our little one may one be 12 ounces, but I think I'm starting to feel e